ekaka

entah berapa besar beban yang selama ini dipikulnya..
entahlah, aku tidak dapat menghitungnya..
membanting tulang untuk keluarga, tidak peduli panas terik, bahkan hujan badai, beliau tetap setia, demi anak-anaknya,,

apapun, agar anak-anaknya dapat menyelesaikan pendidikan..
tapi, apa yang aku lakukan selama ini?
sungguh, mungkin aku adalah makhluk yang tidak tahu terimakasih,
prestasiku di kampus tidak terlalu membanggakan,
bagaimana aku bisa membalas kasih sayang beliau?
aku hanya bisa menyalahkan diriku sendiri,
kenapa selama ini aku hanya menjadi pemalas,
jadi sampai sekarang belum ada hal yang bisa kupersembahkan buat ayah-juara-satu-sedunia-ku ini

this song is for my father:
Perfect-- Simple Plan

Hey, Dad, look at me
Think back, and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I want to do?
But it hurts when you disapproved all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for
You can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cause we lost it all
Nothin' lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care any more
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you 
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's all right

'Cause we lost it all
And nothin' lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
And nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

seandainya bisa, aku ingin ikut menanggung beban ayah ku,, 

I love you dad, I love you, i'm sorry, i can't be perfect for you, but i'll keep on trying...
I love you dad, thanks for everything,,
I love you dad,, you're my hero...
and i'm sorry for everything,,
I love you dad,,,